Slowly Being Healed

i come home and he says
"why are you here?"
"i don't want you here"
so why did i come

and so i run, and he doesn't follow
doesn't he feel any remorse?
i cry and trip, and wake
but still no sign

so i run to a park and cry
cry out to my lord above
not "why have you forsaken me"
but "show him your love"

can't my dad just see
everything God sees in me
all he's done is let me down
why can't it be like it used to be

so i pray
i pray for dad, and i pray for me
but still i cry, like the broken girl i am
who is slowly being healed