How much longer?

how do i cope with this
his insults hurling at me
what about him for goodness sakes!
how much longer Lord?

i can't take this too much longer
been saying that for years
my heart yearns to be free of this
how much longer Lord?

he cant see all i do for him!
calling me inconsiderate!
it angers me deeply
how much longer Lord?

to forgive him is a task
something i've grown used to
every sunday without fail
how much longer Lord?

but will things change when i leave?
what habits will it break?
my eyes well up with tears oh Lord
how much more can I take?